Well, I don't know where half of my life went, really. I was also late to work almost every day, when I still had regular jobs (I'm self-employed now, so that's less of an issue). I was once asked by my manager what exactly had I been doing in the morning. I couldn't answer. I can spend half of my day on I'm not sure what, day-dreaming probably. It's very difficult sometimes to tell what I spent my day on. I feel like I have been cheated.