thing is, generally my bp is stable. i get bad anxiety or freak out about stuff.. but the bp is stable.

Tranquility...what did you mean when you asked if i was just out for a few days??

i feel like everything in my life is a death sentence. Having bp is just par tof that.. i suck. i was supposed to be at a bday party right now... new friends... but i couldn't do it.

i work from 830am to 530pm tomorrow. i can't even think.