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Originally Posted by Protectiva
I think I understand. You have ambivalent feelings, two opposite feelings existing at the same time. You feel like you want friends and a significant other but at the same time don't really want to actually take the steps that would make that happen. So, you're not bored being alone... do you feel lonely? Or is it more that you feel strange, out of step somehow, because you are solitary most of the time?
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I do feel lonely, but I feel lonely when with others, too. I feel I am not tuned to the social life, I guess. I don't understand and I am not being understood. I don't like what people like to talk about. They like to talk about weathers, movies, girls, parties, songs, ... etc. I am just not interested in what others like to talk about. I think this is part of it. I also find most people are hypocrites, they just try to appear nice and to take a leading role, and careless and lazy. I just don't like these things. I am sure there are good people out there, but I am talking from my own experience.