What's it like to not have hallucinations? Mine increased since 13 and by 17, they became 24/7. It's exhausting. There's only been two times where they stopped. Both drug induced, sadly. First was when I got my wisdom teeth taken out. I remember walking to the car and realized I didn't hear anything and I just cried because it felt like the biggest relief ever. But they came back about 30 minutes laters. The second time was dxm induced. Once again, I cried because I was so happy and I wanted to stay that way. Just hearing nothing but your own heartbeat. Not feeling paranoid. Not being scared. Feeling like you can absolutely face the world without hallucinations. I wish AP's worked for me. I'm too scared to try clozaril. My doctor told me to not take my haldol with my seroquel even though she's the one who prescribed it....

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