I am so sorry your friend passed away. I am happy that you had the time to have a true friend at least once in your life even though it didn't work out the way you wished. I will be attending my 37 year olds funeral memorial on this saturday and hadn't seen her for years but am dreading it. As i'm getting older there are so many more people i have known in my life or they have touched my life, they are dying, i'm 54 years old so i should expect this to happen, it's like every day i wake up another one's gone. I am trying to stay religious as i try to be a religious person and believe in my religion completely with my heart and soul. Please pray for all of us here whoever reads this-we all need each other.