It's not about schizophrenia or petty professors. It's more about a jealous god (Zeus) giving a man the sight to see the real world as It is. Not in the matrix sort of way, but to see over the welter of culture and relationships and the state of our souls, our habits, our exploitations, and education. It will take me an entire year at least. I don't really care how long it takes as long as I'm proud of it. It needs a lot of work but that's love isn't it?