Well, again, you need to take care of you. There is always a way. It may not be easy or even apparent at the time, but there's always a way. It just depends on the level of your determination to find it. I truly hope you work this out.

Remember one thing in all this, there are always two sides to each story. You may have already done this, but try very hard to see things from his perspective. Maybe that might help. He may be dealing with things you never even considered. That was/is the case with my wife and I. She's seeing things from her side. And I agree, her side has sucked for years with me. I've tried very hard to change and show her I've changed. Part of that change is for me to stop looking at the world from my perspective alone and see it from hers as well. It's hard and sometimes very painful. But it helps. Even if for nothing else but understanding why she does what she does.