Please just be careful and self-aware.....taper off of the drugs, don't just stop cold turkey.

Everyone seems to be struggling with taking medication around here these days...

Just take care of yourself and have a plan in place in case it doesn't work out as well as you hope....I know you miss the highs and the creativity.....but cops, and freaking out, and hospitalization does not sound like a good alternative to me, IMO....