The post i previously wrote about was i found a kids health site that said cutting was attention seeking and dramatic.
My entire life i was labeled dramatic.How i was i still dont understand, but whatever. When i was 11 i started self injury....and i sorta told/they found out (my parents) about it. To this day its a joke. A harsh joke that they find funny and use to hurt me. Everyone in my family pretty much knows. And no one actually thinks i have this pain. They see my parents as wonderful. And whenever i speak out it just enhances their idea that im a terrible kid...and my parents just point and say see....its like siblings...one breaks the cookie jar, sets up the other sibling and when the kid says i didnt do it everyone says you obiviously broke it...look at how nice your brother (the real culprit) is being ....
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"You look at me, and you dont like what you see. But this is the price of living with you, Mother. "
- White Oleander
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