I am at a point in my life at which I need to start "making things happen" on a professional level. I'm not suggesting a force of the issue, more vigilance than anything else. I need to turn the wheel myself. No one is going to do it for me.

At the same time, being BP, I'm trying to "let life come to me" and not get paranoid about what needs to be done and what will happen if it doesn't get done.

I suppose this is a big part of anyone's problem who has BP. Simply letting things happen doesn't make all that much sense to me. But the running around and the buzzing and the constant go go go isn't good either. I have reeled it in a lot lately but now need to get down to business and move ahead.

Any suggestions relative to balance? Does anyone else think this way? Is it a matter of doing the best we can and letting things fall where they may? Pushing the envelope only pushes my BP buttons.