Yet another day at work lusting after my friend.

She was only at work 10 minutes and in my head I was already beside myself. She was wearing yet another low cut top. I saw her from a distance. She saw me looking at her and waved with a smile. I nodded at her and went back to receiving. She came back to receiving and said hi. I said hello back and tried to appear indifferent but not rude. I thought, "I can do this." I was able to observe the feelings I was having and I just took a mental note of them. The rest of the day went just like it used to before my crush. Then she decides, I don't know why, to take down some boxes that were stored up high. This meant that she climbed the ladder, grabbed a box, and then leaned over to hand it down to me. She did this several times. I saw a lot more than I ever have. It just made me lose my composure and I was grinning from ear to ear. She was smiling back at me. She had to know that she was flashing me. When she came down the ladder she was asking me a question but I couldn't focus one bit. I just said, "Huh?" She mocked me and said, "Huh? Did you not understand me?" I said, "No and you know why. You distracted me." I'll try again tomorrow.