Im beginning to lose my mind i think. It seems like im falling down a long horrible nightmare black tunnel straight to hell. I was horrible last night as well and then today i climbed out with help from a great friend and was like hitting my head on clouds my head was so high. Then i needed to drive my girlfriend to her store so she could pick something up and blamo! As im driving home my car makes noises like its about to cough and die and splutter and my power stearing seems to be gone when i turn real sharp and the cars interior lights kept getting dimmer and dimmer and as i pulled in it basically died on its own. I tried starting it up and the engine didnt even turn over or even try to or even make a clicking noise. One thing after another lines up against me and drops me to the dirt and im so sick of getting up. Now my day tomorrow is filled solid with crap to do and i dont even want to think about it but my brain is "ON" that right now. So many things have been going wrong lately its hard to take or understand. We are poor as sin and now we have even more bills. Our landlady just threatened to kick us out cause we were behind and then we set up a payment plan so we wouldnt get kicked out and now this! I really dont understand why i keep getting up when i know im going to be knocked back down within the next week with some horrible new thing. Seems to come every other day lately just when i finally get back up. If i dont get up will it stop happening? I just want to lay there and pretend it won and see if it goes away.