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Old Aug 24, 2015, 09:43 PM
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I am not addicted to being unstable. I spent many years happily stable. I am very afraid of being stable though. I have a hard to manage life (as does everyone, I know) and I used to be very good at it but I have been unable to manage it for so long I'm afraid once I can manage it I'll be terrible. I don't think that's what this is about though.

And, I think a BIG part of my problem is that those years spent "happily stable" were years with no meds. I had about 8 years of stability med free. Since I got so sick and began meds again, I have been a total mess.
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