Gostryter....

I'm so sorry. I only have a moment right now (on my way out), but I am thinking about you! Please try to be around other people more so you can't hurt yourself. Try to hold out until you can get some help.

It's hard to figure out why any of us do what we do. I don't know what would cause you to want to harm yourself, but I do know there is help for that kind of thing. You just need to wait long enough to be helped.

I'm so sorry. Must run, but I'm trying to send you good thoughts to help you get through. You are not a bad person!!!

Sidony