Welcome to PC,

You must feel a lot of pain, I am glad you are reaching out to us.
Some of the members have been discussing this in a current thread about the "red flags" of therapy or warning signs.
How long ago did that happen and are you seeing a T know for it? I do know whatever happened was never your fault, it was the T who should have keep the boundries to protect you. I have a friend who this has happen too, and it was so devastating to her in so many ways. I understand if you aren't ready to talk about this, but I hope we can help you or least be a friend who listens.