Hey Row....
I don't have a lot of good advice....I'm kind of past that point in my life....and given the BP-induced chaos of the last two years....am content to just let it come to me.
But, I certainly understand the drive.....you know yourself....and your particular flavor of BP better than anyone.....I'm confident that you will find that "middle ground" for moving forward without going off the rails!
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LettinG0
BP II
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