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But I am still dealing with the memories and expect to be treated the same way as in the past.

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What a huge realization to have, and very important to the healing process...or was for me.

I'm so sorry that today is indicative of some of the ugly that might be past...what it might be indicative of...

We're here as you continue to learn and share.

pachyderm, are you in therapy? If so, can you take this to therapist to read?

Can you find little ways to comfort yourself right now...the part(s) of you tapping into this somewhere?

KD