Thank you all so very much
((((((((((((((((Christina, Fuzzy, KD))))))))))))))))

I wish that i could say i feel better this morning, but if anything i feel worse from lack of sleep and crying too much .... but life shall go on.

I emailed my Aunt (mom's sister) after i made this post, and I guess went into greater depth about things. She has three daughters of her own, and out of everyone knows how i feel best, and knows my mother best. I haven't yet heard back from her, but i'm hoping that maybe this will be one step further to actually communicating with my mom.

Sigh. Its going to be another long day at work