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I've gotten alot in my mind about bad things happening

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I'm sorry you are going through this. You need to try and do some "thought stopping" as soon as you realize you are beginning to think about something that makes you feel bad, tell yourself Stop! No, I won't think about that right now. And try to force yourself to think about something good... like when your T will be back?

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My therapist is awaay

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This is always an anxious time for most patients. You aren't alone in that. This is why they have a doctor on call. You won't have to go into lots of details with the interim doctor, just knowing someone cares and will talk with you is often enough to get you through the time your own doctor is away. They have good ideas on how to make this time easier for you, why not go ahead and call?