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Originally Posted by Secretum
I deal with checking/rechecking (that I have my keys, phone, wallet, that the door is locked, etc.), perpetual obsessive fear that I will do something that will send me to jail inadvertently, fear that people are judging me, fear that something terrible will happen (someone will die, get hurt, or have their life ruined) because of me. I have to trace a line on my forehead periodically. I pull out my hair and pick scabs, but not too severely. I used to have pretty bad contamination fear, when I first started dealing with this.
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I also fear that something terrible will happen to others because of me. I think that the mental health workers are using me for a study. I fear that I am not passing the study and all the other people with mental health diagnosis will be intentionally harmed because of me. I fear the mental health workers are basing how they treat others by what they think is wrong with me.