I actually cried when I read your post. Everyone needs a
MOM that loves them no matter what. It is suppose to be a
MOm's dream to have children,to give advice and especially to feel loved.

I come from a sad situation,my parents got divorced when I
was 14 yrs old. My father left my MOM, with 5 children, all
under the age of 14,except for me. I was the oldest. He
left when my baby sister was only eight months old.My
mother did not know how to drive,or speak English that
well. She did end up working at a laundry company,they
washed sheets, towels for HOTELS. She had to take
a train and 2 buses to get there. That is the one thing that
I love about my MOM, she 's a survivor, who gave us not
material things, but what we needed most in our life,LOVE,
and knowing she would always, no matter if we disappointed her. And I can tell you we did. I'm not saying
my Mom is perfect because she's is not. But yet, I LOVE
my MOM with all my heart,because she stood by us even
in her crisis. I hope you can get back with your MOM &
I will say a prayer that everything works out for you.

Thinking of you,please take care.