<font color="#000088">When I'm scared and falling apart,and feel like I'm going to crash,I'm afraid to tell anyone to. For the same reasons,I'm worried about letting down the people that do care about me ,and disappointing them. But then I have to take a step back and realize that if I don't ask for help,and end up crashing, then it's not only going to disappoint them,but it will end up hurting them in the end if something really bad happens to me because of it. And that they would rather see me ask for the help I need, than end up losing me if I crash and fall,because I was too afraid to disappoint them by admitting that I was having problems in the first place. You see what I mean? If they really care, they would rather see you get help, than suffer alone,and then risk crashing,and possibly losing you for good! I hope this helps in any way. </font>