Ugh!! Money problems are the pits! I'm quite familiar with the situation, having just picked up my car from the mechanic, and knowing the poor girl has to go back soon for more work.

Please hang onto hope Shaymus. One small ray of light....it's there. You just have to look for it. It's in different places for different people. For me, I can find it in a happy dogs eyes, or in the leaves blown by the wind, or the sun on grass. Maybe for you it's in the curve of your girl's shoulder, or the smell of fried eggs. Look for one thing that can bring you a sense of calm, or warm your heart. It takes effort - it may not just fall in your lap. Getting better won't just happen. It takes work pookie. Posting here is definately part of that work! See....we snuck in and made you work at it! :-)

Hugs to you Shaymus. emmy