Hi. I´m really sorry if this is too long. I really try too express what i feel my sexual orientation is in a clear. I apologize again for it being so long. I hope you guys can help me. ¿Should i go a see professional?
I Question my sexual orientation due to the following characteristics:

Respecting Sexual attraction: I feel sexually attracted to male sex and female sex. Although when I fantasize about them I feel a certain disavowal( I use this term as in repudiation). The degree of disavowal is different depending on the sex I fantasize about.

When I fantasize about the female sex and relief myself trough masturbation I feel a certain disavowal to what I've done during the process(masturbation)and I`m never able to finish with the taught of it (sexual intercourse with the female sex) in my mind.

When I fantasize about the male sex. I feel a strong disavowal when I`m done relieving myself (AKA: Masturbating)

P.S: I`m really sorry if my use of the term "sexual" in sexual attraction is being misused.

Respecting my physical attraction:
I feel a strong physical attraction towards the male and female sex.
P.S: I think the previous explanation is important to explain, due to the fact that sometimes I feel as labeling myself towards asexual. But as the label gay and bisexual I find them insufficient, to define my sexual orientation.

Respecting my romantic attraction: I feel I have no romantic attraction towards others. Due to this I tend to question if I`m asexual( referring to this term in a binary definition, for one as no sexual attraction toward others and as no romantic attraction toward others). I tend to label myself asexual, understanding it in the second definition I said.

Respecting my emotional attraction: I feel I've only established emotional relationship with friends and family members. Although this relationship tends to be changeable. I say the previous statement due to the fact that through out the emotional relationship i feel a powerful disavowal toward the person in the emotional relationship and toward the emotional relationship. Mainly because of it useless meaning to me.
P.S: I`m really sorry if my definition of a sentimental relationship is wrong. Taking into account that, maybe, universally it`s understood in another way.