T, I did what you suggested. When I'd finished, I promptly lapsed into a bout of hysterics. What I'd written was too terrible and painful to look at. Nothing will be accomplished by it. NOTHING IS THAT SIMPLE AND ALL POTENTIAL SOLUTIONS ARE LIES. I don't want to see you tomorrow. I don't want to go to work. I don't want to get out of bed. I don't want to wake up.