I don't have an answer for you Melanie but I wanted to say hi anyway....

Are you able to do relaxation meditations to try to go to sleep? It seems like insomnia is a troublemaker right now. Are you allowed melatonin while pregnant? Are there benign sleep aids you can take?

I feel badly for you... Pregnancy is a time when you need to nest and feel safe and stable... You shouldn't have to worry about your partner leaving...

Have you talked to him and told him how you feel? Since you are carrying a child and are putting your body through this and staying off meds for the sake of your child, I would HOPE he'd understand regardless of what happens. It's not in your control and you need emotional stability and support right now.

(((((((Hug)))))))))

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