My husband and I met when I was 15. I'm now 29. We have always had difficulties in our relationship and have separated a couple times but got back together. Well in 2013 things got pretty bad and we gave guardianship of our 2 children to my parents. At this point I think I'm just mentally spent. I've been nm diagnosed with BPD & Dysthymia. My doctor just put me on Cymbalta and Trazodone. I just feel like my life is so worthless and that I'll never get my kids back if we continue down this road. My husband doesn't try nor want to understand anything going on in my head and his words push me further into a downward spiral.