My husband is losing grasps on reality. He is always angry in his heart. He blames his actions on how his Dad treated him. He refuses to get help. He has started destroying things and now I don't feel so safe. We have been together 20 years and this is the first time I have felt this way. His mind has turned soooo dark. I want to leave , but I have no money, no job, and animals I don't want to give up so that knocks out a shelter. I just feel paralyzed and wanting this emotional torment to end.