i'm 17 and forgot to mention it feels like my life is completely standing still. i don't go to school anymore. and indeed, my friends are from another school, or from a onlinegame that already stopped. but even after school or the game i had great contact with them for 2 years. but after, it was like: "what am i supposed to say. i have nothing to talk about" uncomfortable silences and stuff. i got really disappointed in myself and wanted my old-me back. i still do believe if i change myself somehow (don't know how) i can be the same as before.