Well I think I might be stablizing out a bit. It's kind of scary as I'm still afraid that something is going to go wrong.

I resisted several bad habits the last few days especially yesterday.

I've decided there are several forums at this time I'm going to have to avoid looking through. As I'm scared that anything could rock the boat.

I may not be able to read or respond...I still do care about my PC family and do not have any intentions on leaving. I've need everyone here and will continue to need all of you.