My whole life I only wanted to be pretty. No matter how much dumb therapists will insist women -- not men btw -- don't have to be pretty to be happy -- let's face it, look at almost all the successful (that means wealth for the msot part) women out there, and all they have to do is look good and they are handed everything. And I do mean everything. They are liked and given money solely for appearance, I don't want that but I at least want to not hate my own face. Kim Kardashian is perhaps the best example. Don't tell me Oprah isn't good looking either, she was a beauty queen and she has a symmetrical face. That's b.s. I have a lazy eye, the ugliest teeth and longest face, just NOT ATTRACTIVE. With a long face you don't get a chance. I have a face that people online would make fun of (they do when it's people who LOOK like me, usually long-faced types with misshapen features.) I don't leave my house anymore because it is too much. I want to die. What can I do to help myself? No medicine helps because what I need is not available. I don't want my brain changed I want my FACE FIXED. If I thought I were supposed to be a man and I was a woman, then people (therapists) would say, oh, it's okay, she deserves plastic surgery. She doesn't have to find another way to be happy all she has to do is get surgery. But in the case of someone like me, who is miserable solely because of my ugliness, they say not to get surgery but rather therapy. I want an explanation -- just why is it okay to hate your face and self if you are transgendered and utterly not okay in your own body, but not someone like me? I don't get it -- and don't tell me well it's a brain glitch. How is my self hatred for myself based on appearance not a brain glitch that is just the same? Anyone know? In my opinion there is a major lie going on here, and I am sick of doctors pretty much lying to my face. I thought docs were supposed to be trustworthy. Not true.