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Originally Posted by SarahSweden
Thanks for sharing. How do you feel about spending time at your motherīs? Do you get along well with her?
I think itīs ok to go on a vacation together, for example a city weekend but to live under the same roof several weeks isnīt healthy and I personally feel itīs not that normal either.
You are lucky who can get back to studies in September, I canīt study anymore as I wonīt get any more study loans.
Perhaps itīs easier to find love when you once experienced it. I donīt know what loving a partner feels like, Iīve never felt it.
Was it a complicated termination, have you found a new T since then?
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Sorry for late reply. I wasn't notified.
I didn't know what a loving partner felt like either until I felt it. Until I held her. That was last May. Last saw her earlier this year. Haven't found new love yet. But I'm looking. Which is more than I did before I experienced what it was like being with her. I don't know if I would say it's easier to find love after once experiencing it or not. Most days I just feel like I traded one pain for another. I hope you find someone. And I hope I can move on from her. Right now I'm still spending more time crying and missing her than I am looking for someone else.
It was a complicated termination. Complicated may not be the right word. Difficult to say goodbye. Neither of us wanted termination, but we had to separate. It's a long story. I miss her.
I did find a new therapist. Been seeing her since September. Although now I'm being transferred to someone new since I'm moving to university.