At the age of 62, alone is so much better than the 33 years I wasted in a dysfunctional marriage. I would have rather been alone that whole time than in the bad marriage I ended up in. I thought I would never escape the bad marriage but I did & NOW I am alone. I own a 10 acre farm 2100 miles away from where I was born, grew up, & lived for 54 years. I moved to a place where I didn't know anyone 8 years ago. I can honestly say I have more friends now that care & that check in on my than I ever did for 54 years of my life. I honestly NEVER want to be married again after what I got away from. If someone nice did come along, I would probably run the other way. I have no need or desire to be married. I finally have peace in my life & I am HAPPY even with all the work it takes to take care of a farm as only one person with no money to hire any help.

I am sure that what you are experiencing ISN'T LOVE....if more like feeling desperate to have someone in your life. You are young enough to wait for the right good person to be with & realize, if you don't find that person, being alone is still a lot better than being with the wrong person.....for that I can attest!!!!