I'm so sorry KSawani,
What you've described is unbearable. And you shouldn't have to experience any of that. And I'm so glad you came here versus killing yourself. I can tell you I relate to your story. My mother despised me too, and there was abuse. It breaks my heart knowing how you're feeling right now. But I want you to know a few things. Its wrong, what you're living through. And you deserve better. And finally, you do have a future, you will come out the other side. I don't have all the answers for you, but I hope it helps to know you aren't alone, and people do care. Please stay strong, come here as often as you can to vent, get support, find peers. You'll get through this.