Fuzzy, I'm really getting worried about you.
You have been in this slump for much too long, Fuzz.
Do you need to call 911 for help? (or whatever the number is where you are)
Maybe you could call a help line just to talk to someone? It might make you feel connected.
Does hubby know how bad you're feeling? If not, maybe it's time you tell him.
Stay safe,
Petunia