Well I know for me I'm not overt in my presentation like folks with Bipolar but to make it fair I guess given the intensive treatment and the chance that anyone could help me associate memories i might as well have every mental illness in the book. Correct me if I'm wrong, but Bipolar people have that mania where when the rage hits it just hits same with sadness there is really no stuffing it or having another self stand in...Too me that makes it more overt most of the time. For me, it takes a lot for me to show that in that way to where you might can say I'm I have an episode a quick display of rage sadness ....where a switch isn't helping for me its just time to be those things instead of not showing it.....But for the agenda of the 'handlers' I call them what I've been put through the synchronicity it makes it extremely worse to appear okay. The most a boyfriend would notice is forgetfulness, like we all don't forget. Other than that I'm fun to be with.