I suffer from trauma too.. I'm diagnosed with complex trauma /borderline personality disorder and I'm trying to find out if im bi polar or not. As I have all the symptoms but apparently it's very difficult to diagnose. I hate my mood swings that range from feeling great to suicidal to extreme anger an iritable. I have not been able to work for the last 5 years due to how bad my mental health is. Sometimes I feel completely hopeless and others I feel like I can do anything. (No middle ground )
I'm currently in therapy and on quite alot of medication.

Prozac
Diazepam
Pregablin
Zolpidem
Thyroxine
Quetiepine