Thanks for all the replies. Being able to talk about this with people who understand what I am going through is so helpful and makes me feel not quite so alone. My therapist is on holidays, and at first I didn't want these 2 weeks away from her, but now I am very anxious about my next session. The morning of the same day as my next session I have to go to a staff meeting at the preschool where I will be doing my practicum, and I am afraid I am going to be so anxious that day.