i tossed my sharps in a big pile of dirt at a construction site this morning. hopefully no one mistakes them for murder weapons.

my boyfriend had me promise to check in with him when these things happen. i did it secretly once. we'd been playing payday 2 and i wrecked every heist and the guilt was too much. i finally had the balls to tell him last night mid-episode and he told me to throw them away as soon as i could. said he'd sleep better at night knowing i don't have easy access to them. it's nice to be cared about for a change. maybe i'll actually stop this time.