I feel as if im losing my mind. I have no self control it seems. I continue doing the weirdest things and I want to stop so bad but it seems impossible. I wash my hands so much they crack and bleed, that cant be good for my skin. I wont eat off of my dishes i always use paper plates plastic forks spoons and cups. Does anyone else do this? I cant even use the top plate in a stack I always get the middle one. I am so afraid of catching something deadly I have a hard time functioning. I am always concerned about leaving the iron on and I check my doors many times to make sure they are locked , even the windows sometime. Ive been taking zoloft for about 2 months now and it seems to be helping with the depression a little but not the OCD. Has anyone else gone thru this? will i ever get better??