Well the impulsiveness - I thought it over and I am impulsive. I wasn't be honest there with myself. I guess it would be not having as much control over my impulses like I usually do.

Maybe the sleep - just not functioning well without it.

I would like to get off the benzos to stop having to practically beg my doctor for them. Tired of the power plays. And feeling like maybe I don't need them or need a lower dose. And I am afraid if I go to another doctor I will be cut off. I was once with a new doctor (went back to old doctor) and they "did not believe in benzos". They cut me off just like that and my body freaked. I suffered so much that my husband was going to take me to the emergency room as in climbing walls and no sleep at all. Maybe some people can do that but it I could not go 'cold turkey[.