Only during my initial mixed episode did I hallucinate. It was terrifying.

I looked down and my stomach was making waves like the ocean, and I thought it was a demon that had possessed me. My stomach was growling (I hadn't eaten in days) but I thought it was the demon making growling noises. I begged my husband/parents to take me to an exorcist.

I've also pulled into a convenience store and when I walked in, everyone looked right at me and smiled. With this horrible kind of smile. (Think Jack Nicholson as the Joker). I ran out of there and never looked back.

I once looked into the mirror and saw my normal face. Then suddenly it gradually start aging right before my eyes. Wrinkles everywhere. I was horrified.

I've never had a hallucination that I found enjoyable. They all made me extremely scared and caused panic attacks. I haven't had any in years (thank the good Lord) but it's always in the back of my mind that someday I might have more. I sure hope not. I hate bipolar and what it does to me and all of you.