Thanks for the replies everyone. I appreciate it. I finally did get to talk to my therapist about it, but didn't go into detail. I feel better now that the stress of having to talk about is off my back. I don't feel any different, but at least it's out there so my therapist and myself can explore opportunities to heal it.

@(JD)
My faith disappeared when I finally put everything together. I thought that I was just one of the ones forgotten and I didn't deserve "God's" help. I still feel that way. I don't know if I'll ever get it back. Thank you for taking the time to respond to my post.