I feel like something happened when i was a young child that made me ab/dl. How would i ever know? Am i a bad person because i find comfort and escape from reality when i wear diapers? Geez i feel like i need help understanding this although im positive i will always wear them. I tried to quit one time and i was miserable and had overwhelming fear. This is the first time i have ever shared this. I wished i could find someone like me so i could have someone to talk to on this issue. I fear my friends and family would ridicule me for it. I need help!