(((((((((((((christina))))))))))))))
i'm glad you reposted!!!!
i'm sorry about your skin issue - that just sucks!!!! it feeds right into wanting to si!!
i hope you're able to hold off. you are definitely worth it!!
but even if you do cut tonight....you aren't flushing 152 days away...you'll just be experiencing a minor set back....and tomorrow you'll pick right back up with NOT si-ing!!!
i'm overweight and i feel that way dieting sometimes....i do so good for x number days then one bad day and i feel like i ruined all that previous work....but i really don't....and you won't ruin all the wonderful work you've done within yourself to not SI all this time!!!!
so take away that stress!!!! you're not throwing away 152 days!!! maybe that will help relieve some tension....enough to not feel like you want to give in to temptation!?
hope that made some little bit of sense??!!??!
if not, just know that i'm wishing you the very best!!!! and sending TONS of positive thoughts your way!!!!!