About eight months ago, while I was in a psychiatric ward, an 18 year old guy killed himself. Right in front of me.
I feel so upset and angry at myself. I stood there watching. I knew what he was doing. I DID NOTHING!!!!
In the couple of days leading up to him doing what he did, he approached me a couple of times and tried to talk about how he was feeling but I dismissed it, too busy being wrapped up in myself..
Why didn't I call one of the nurses? Why didn't I try and stop him? Why do I wish so bad that it was me? I ask myself these questions everyday.
I let him and his family down. He may still be here with us today if only I had of listened and not been so damn selfish!!!!!!!!!!