If wishing made it so it would be sunny and beautiful every day. But then the earth would become dry and die.

If wishing made it so then I would never have to shed a tear of experience hurt. But then i would never know the true extent and value of happiness.

If wishing made it so people would never fight or argue. Never hurt another, never distance themselves. But then we wouldn't be able to appreciate when we do build a caring relationship.

If wishing made it so then no one would be self conscious, depressed, anxious, angry, or ambivalent. But then what job would psychiatrists have

I don't know about you, but i'm glad wishing doesn't make it so. And I hope that you do to.

You are such a special person fuzzy and i hate to see you hurting this much. Know that we all love and care for you, and that you will get through this. It will make you a stronger person, and you will find that glimse of light at the end of the tunnel ... you just have to dig through the rust.

(((((((((((Fuzzy)))))))))))