(((((purplemoon))))

sorry i am just answering this post. i hear you and i understand. my heart goes out to you. listen to your heart and reach out. i know the battle you speak of. i feel the headaches that cannot be deminished with meds but only with time. i know the feeling of family and the accusations of being crazy. you are not crazy. i know the feelings of becoming and feeling small and the confusion that there is. i also know what it is to hide so no one knows because they will judge you and tell you it is not real.

keep posting here and reaching out. you are not alone and you are making sense. i think i know what you are trying to say and it is okay. just take one day at a time and one step at a time. too many steps ahead goes too far into the unknown and that creates fear. each step you take no matter how small or big it may be, know that you are not stepping alone. there are those of us here that are stepping each step with you in thoughts and prayers. when it seems you cannot step anyfurther, hold on tight.

i hope you will reach out to t and just take it little by little. wanttoheal was right and taking time to trust is a good thing. so many times trust was violated and not safe. just give a little at a time and build that trust. you deserve that. keep coming here and posting. we are here and listening. we understand and care. we can step together one step at a time. i know you are scared but you took a risk and posted here. i hope you are feeling a little better and know you are not alone.

purplesecrets