Yes, I´ve also noticed that the notifications don´t reach me sometimes. May I ask you how old you were when you met this girl?
It´s not odd if you´re say 15 or 20 and you´ve never felt love but now as I´m 35 I really feel abnormal when I´ve never dated and never been in love.
I think it´s sound to be mourning for some time when you´ve ended a relationship. I don´t believe in getting into a new relationship immediately.
As for the contact with therapists it´s still very hard for me, I wrote another thread about in the psychotherapy section. I have to pay for therapy out of my own pocket and that makes it a much more difficult situation.
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Originally Posted by Neurotic 2 the bone
Sorry for late reply. I wasn't notified.
I didn't know what a loving partner felt like either until I felt it. Until I held her. That was last May. Last saw her earlier this year. Haven't found new love yet. But I'm looking. Which is more than I did before I experienced what it was like being with her. I don't know if I would say it's easier to find love after once experiencing it or not. Most days I just feel like I traded one pain for another. I hope you find someone. And I hope I can move on from her. Right now I'm still spending more time crying and missing her than I am looking for someone else.
It was a complicated termination. Complicated may not be the right word. Difficult to say goodbye. Neither of us wanted termination, but we had to separate. It's a long story. I miss her.
I did find a new therapist. Been seeing her since September. Although now I'm being transferred to someone new since I'm moving to university.
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