It is 3:30 am. There are emotional stages of a long night with no sleep...i have decided this...and even it is already discovered...i am at the point where i do not care...i discovered it...so smile and say...shes brilliant..lol

Emotion 1....Denial....Ill get to sleep..no worries...wheres the hot milk? Oh good..i got an extra pillow for extra comfort....not a problem...any minute now...im sure i feel the sleep coming (this is probably around 10 pm)

Emotion 2....Frusteration....Ok ...this is kinda crappy...not a problem ...ill fix this pillow....sigh....i really should get to sleep...i only have 8 hours left before i have to wake up...hmm..i wonder what im going to wear...(this is probably around 10:30 pm)

Emotion 3 ....Calm.....mm...i like the look of my ceiling at night...not bad...im glad the window is open.....i mean i can hear the nice sounds of the highway....kinda calming to be honest....maybe we should repaint these walls .... (around 11:00 pm)

Emotion 3....Weird Creativity, thats not creative....The lonesome cry of the wolf...he digs by the tree....I hear thee oh Wolf of thy mountain....I see your body in the moon....(this is probably around 12 am)

Emotion 4...Nature calls....I need to pee...i never need to wake up and pee when i go to sleep....what is this about...where did this pee come from? I do not know if i am comfortable with this pee that comes from no where...i wonder when i drank something last? (around 12:30 am)

Emotion 5...clean freak....I cant believe i have all this stuff on my dresser...what the heck..am i some hoarder...do i have problems? Hmm...i should fix some things....like clean up this dresser for one..i guess i could get started on some laundry...i wonder what time it is....(around 1 am)

Emotion 6...Hungry Jack....Im hungry...i wonder what we have to eat...i could go for some pizza...let me go check...
(around 1:30 am)

Emotion 7....Curious....I wonder what i look like tired....hmm lets go check...wow...tonight im not looking to bad...why cant i look like this in the daylight? I mean my hair has this...bounce....i mean forget the bags under the eyes...my hair...wow....now..how come i cant get that shine during the day....oh crap...i have to pee again.... ( 2 am)

Emotion 8...You just dont get it...Why? Why am i not sleeping? I wonder...is my SO sleeping? Hmm dang it yes they are...hmm what do i do now...is everyone sleeping? I guess not in china....hmm...should i call china? I dont speak Chinese...Why me? Why cant my SO not be the one to not sleep? I mean...the people on tv can only do so much....maybe i should wake up my SO...nah...id hear a cuss word or two..but it would be a word....hmm nah ..im not that mean.....this is getting ridiculious (2:30 am)

Emotion 9....acceptance...Ok...i can deal..no sleep...not a problem....ill just wait till dawn...not a problem...ill get online ..ramble a bit...and see what happens....maybe i can take a nap during the day...do they allow that....i dont know....ahh its ok...maybe tommrow night will be different....i like this infomericals anyway....something about CLR....a weight loss massage on your belly thing....and some guy yelling about a veggie thing...i didnt do anything to him...why does he need to yell...oh well...he probably thinks my hearing is gone with my sleeping..hes probably right.... (3 am)

Im at emotion 9 right now....i cant tell anymore than that...cuz i havent reached farther than this...hmm ill let you guys know....but as soon as i press this continue button ill see how much i actually wrote..probably be appalled..mind you the apalled word is only used at 3 am....appalled...lol as with speeling....its no longer a decent thing..gone is the speeling...lol...and please...dont put this in social...i mean i rarely write in general...mainly because im not sure what to write in general...and what to write in social...i get confused with this...ooo wait now i know

Emotion 10 ...confusion and mass rambling...self explainable from the above paragraph...

Good night ....or something...

love,
inny